Its nearly the end of 2010 and I am still holding in and holding on. It has been a year of transition. I have grown as in adult. I will use that term lightly, as I do not believe that I am an "adult". I am still running around, flaunting what I have to offer and getting hits like none other. I feel as though I am a real James Dean, but a female version. I have nothing to lose and am behaving like a rebel without a cause.
I am still working for a financial institution. I have dreams and aspirations the supercede what I am currently doing. This is the year that I will apply, and hopefully get into law school. That being said, I will have ot cut short the personali life that has provided me an eternity of fun.
I have given up all hope on Sam, the PhD student from OSU. We had a fabulous connection, on all levels, however he has decided that no cmmunication is best. Loser.
There is a man I met at my gym. Cliche? Yes. However his physique leaves little to the imagination and he is the only human I have ever considered talking to while working out. He is tall, attactive, and easy on the eyes. Of this, I can not complain.
Isaiah.....the perfect man. Strong, Physical, Confident, Protective, Loving, etc. I adore this man, however I find my conversations with him limited. Afterall, he DID do a background check on me before we started dating. Really? Yeah...
Then there is the love of my life....the person who in definition is awful, and horrible, but in action is the most perfect man I have ever met. I love Mike more than words could ever describe. He loves me beyond any form of description . i am the only woman on Earth he could ever love. Our bodies connect in sublime way. I love him and ultimately know that we will end up together. He can provide me with all the things i need in life.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Sunday, December 5, 2010
First Post...lets get started
Hello and greetings to any and all that may read this. I would say that I am just your ordinary girl, but that would be a total lie. Lets start with a bang. I am your traditional MidWest girl, raised Catholic, gone awry. My life consists of breaking any and all rules, laws, etc. I have resigned to the fact that I will never live a "normal"life. I am a girl, freshly 30years of age.....just now figuring it all out. I am a femme fatale of sorts. Exuding confidence, sex and intrigue I float through life....
Lets start current and perhaps wander back through the annals of my life...shall we?
I am currently dating three men. Many might say this is a dangerous practice, however with a little planning, it works out well. The key is to make each man feel like they are the only one in your life by treating them like gold when you are with them. By temporarily alienating your thoughts/feelings for another, you focus all of you energies on the man you are with. I have found this practice to be particularly rewarding. I never have to take my car in for an oil change :) Since I am not married, nor do I apire to be so, I have made playing the field my hobby. A game in social interaction. Endlessly entertaining, and perpetually changing. It really keeps me on my toes. There is never a lack of love in my life.
Things werent always this way. I was the nerdy girl in grade school, and even through highschool. I never thought I was pretty, until I graduated highschool. Then apparently, I went through a metamorphasis and became visible to men. I was never comfortable in my skin until recently....now I am apparently a Man Eater, yeah, like the Hall & Oates song.
This blog isnt a braggery tool for me, but rather an outlet for me to tell the stories in my life that have lead me to be where I am today. I have been through more than any person should, and have been told that my stories are inspiring, uplifting and motivating. I am told that I am wise beyond my years and hope that my writing about my experiences I can help others who may just need a push in the right direction.
There is more to come....next time an update and a little more about where I come from....I promise this blog will get MUCH more interesting and much more dramatic. Stay tuned....
Signing Off....
Miss Hotz
Lets start current and perhaps wander back through the annals of my life...shall we?
I am currently dating three men. Many might say this is a dangerous practice, however with a little planning, it works out well. The key is to make each man feel like they are the only one in your life by treating them like gold when you are with them. By temporarily alienating your thoughts/feelings for another, you focus all of you energies on the man you are with. I have found this practice to be particularly rewarding. I never have to take my car in for an oil change :) Since I am not married, nor do I apire to be so, I have made playing the field my hobby. A game in social interaction. Endlessly entertaining, and perpetually changing. It really keeps me on my toes. There is never a lack of love in my life.
Things werent always this way. I was the nerdy girl in grade school, and even through highschool. I never thought I was pretty, until I graduated highschool. Then apparently, I went through a metamorphasis and became visible to men. I was never comfortable in my skin until recently....now I am apparently a Man Eater, yeah, like the Hall & Oates song.
This blog isnt a braggery tool for me, but rather an outlet for me to tell the stories in my life that have lead me to be where I am today. I have been through more than any person should, and have been told that my stories are inspiring, uplifting and motivating. I am told that I am wise beyond my years and hope that my writing about my experiences I can help others who may just need a push in the right direction.
There is more to come....next time an update and a little more about where I come from....I promise this blog will get MUCH more interesting and much more dramatic. Stay tuned....
Signing Off....
Miss Hotz
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