End of the Year

Its nearly the end of 2010 and I am still holding in and holding on.  It has been a year of transition.  I have grown as in adult.  I will use that term lightly, as I do not believe that I am an "adult".  I am still running around, flaunting what I have to offer and getting hits like none other.  I feel as though I am a real James Dean, but a female version.  I have nothing to lose and am behaving like a rebel without a cause. 

 I am still working for a financial institution.  I have dreams and aspirations the supercede what I am currently doing.  This is the year that I will apply, and hopefully get into law school.  That being said, I will have ot cut short the personali life that has provided me an eternity of fun.  

I have given up all hope on Sam, the PhD student from OSU.  We had a fabulous connection, on all levels, however he has decided that no cmmunication is best.  Loser.

There is a man I met at my gym.  Cliche?  Yes.  However his physique leaves little to the imagination and he is the only human I have ever considered talking to while working out.  He is tall, attactive, and easy on the eyes.  Of this, I can not complain.

Isaiah.....the perfect man.  Strong, Physical, Confident, Protective, Loving, etc.  I adore this man, however I find my conversations with him limited.  Afterall, he DID do a background check on me before we started dating.  Really? Yeah...

Then there is the love of my life....the person who in definition is awful, and horrible, but in action is the most perfect man I have ever met.  I love Mike more than words could ever describe.  He loves me beyond any form of description .  i am the only woman on Earth he could ever love.  Our bodies connect in sublime way.  I love him and ultimately know that we will end up together.  He can provide me with all the things i need in life.